I come here to see where I am…  What is going on with me.  What, if anything, do I have to offer just now.

It’s been a road for me a bit.  An unknown, bleary, dreary, eerie, most beautiful road.

The changes that flow through me, that stay a bit, that I don’t allow to enter, that I create are real.  Very real to me.  I feel bombarded in them and fascinated even as many of them do not feel fun, smooth nor am I able to make sense of many.

I just know life is different.  I am different.

I am closer and further apart.

I am connected and can disconnect a lot quicker.

We are, perhaps, being asked (nudged) to go within and connect to the piece of ourselves that is peaceful and true.  Let it grow.

Let our innate wisdom come up and forth.  Let love.  Our love.

In this, just maybe, we all win.

I have felt discombobulated, lost, fearful, puzzled.

I have felt hopeful, loving, open and have tapped into faith and belief that what is happening now is for our highest good going forward.  A better world.  A ‘new earth’.

We are creating a new way.  Many, many, many new ways are being tried and tested.

The unknown and wholeness is present and separated.

So many of us want a peaceful, loving and safe world for ourselves and definitely for our children.

We can and we do, individually, together create this.  It is more doable when we believe it.  I’m at a place in my life that I feel it to be possible even when it is not believed to be possible.  It is the world I want to support and live in.

All this mumbo jumbo, aggressiveness and fear.  All these conundrums, unknowns, changes and questions…

There are answers.  There are solutions.  There are ways.  Through You.  Through each of us.  Together.

May love, kindness, openness and wanting best for all living creatures and our earth guide you and be the backbone of everything you do; everything You.

It is my understanding that the spiritual meaning of 5 is balance, personal growth, transformation, vibration of change, shift, shake-ups, expansion, imagination, options, desires, major life changes, renewed sense of freedom.  Both human and universal harmony.  Hoot.  (unknown)