The eldest female and the eldest male in a family can be known as matriarch and patriarch, respectively. I used to be very far away from this being me.  I’m not so far away now.  Most of my elders are deceased and if it wasn’t for my sister and sister-in-law, it would be my title. […]

I have no words to speak.  No words to type.  No wisdom or moments to share.  I come here as I am home alone and there is a lovely rain storm outside and I wonder what could come from me stopping in…   Ha. Waking up.  I see people telling people to wake up.  I […]

Something is telling me to do a post on ‘light’.  I don’t know if it is about being the opposite of heavy or if it means a light bulb or fixture or about one’s own light from within. I just keep hearing the word ‘lite’ in my mind. I sit at the computer and start […]

Heavy.   There is a lot of what feels like heaviness upon many of us just now. There is change happening all around us, within us and between us. The weather is not as predictable as it used to be.  We are seeing extremes.  Perhaps, we are being taught to feel safe in unpredictability; change; […]

We are certainly not where we are going.   We are certainly not where we have been.  We are where we are now and in this now is the only true place that we can live in; be present to; be in existence with. With this, we can choose to let go of the past […]

I had a doctor appointment today.  Pain Management in the southern state of Florida, USA, is not an enjoyable or fun thing for most people involved just now.  It feels stressful to me as I have to prove myself every appointment that I am not abusing, selling or lying about any pain medicine or condition […]

Relentless is a word that has been passing through my brain often lately. We have had relentless rain.  Rain.  Rain.  Rain.  Rain.  Rain….   Nonstop; always dropping out of the sky…  rain. Relentless. I go to dictionary.com to look up the meaning of Relentless. I find synonyms for the word… “determined; ferocious; fierce; harsh” It […]

On my social sites, I like to offer one-minute videos, usually of a waterfall, a fountain and/or the beach/ocean.  I call it a ‘mini-vacation time’. I have been doing this for a couple of years as where I live there are many fountains, lakes and the ocean.   I seem to love being around water.  […]

Please note:  I write this after scrolling through Facebook and seeing a horrible image of outside sources inflicting horrendous pain on a helpless victim.  It is something that I cannot un-see or un-know.  A piece of me will always be destroyed by it and all of me will never ever think it is okay.   […]

There is serious sh*t everywhere just now.  Open a screen, take a walk and talk to someone, feel inside of yourself, look, know and be open… There is serious sh*t everywhere. Struggles are loud.  Pain is prevalent.  Journeys are unsettling.  The air is thick with all of us doing our best and feeling, seeing and […]