I wake up this morning anxious. I wake up many mornings anxious lately.
Is it because how I feel… Is it because of my thoughts in my head… Is it because I do not have a goal in mind that I choose to focus on… Is it just because… Is it just my time to be and feel this way… Am I on the verge of a change and the uncomfortable anxiousness is helping me to create a change…
I know it doesn’t feel good. It is very hard to welcome anxiousness. It feels better to say I am at peace. I am comfortable. It is going to be a good day. I am healthy. I have good circulation. My body knows how to heal.
I am very aware of my thoughts and my actions. I know I can and will handle anything that comes my way.
So between theses – anxiousness and feeling it and creating a new path is where I find myself. I sit in it. I walk in it. I live in it. It is the choice that feels best to me.
I wish I had another, easier choice. I have not come up with it yet. When it is meant to be, it will.
I believe.
This is me living this moment. This is what has been created for me to live through. This moment is the moment I live with this truth.
Do I like it… not really.
But to fight it, be angry with it and create more turmoil does not feel true to me. I think it is really good to be true to ourselves.
May you be true to You; through your own loving way; as much and as often as possible.
I wish you peace underneath, or is it above, whatever uncomfortableness you may be feeling.
If you find yourself comfortable, ride with it and enjoy the ride.
May you ‘ride’ with all your truths with as much love as possible.
Thank You.
Hugs.
