I wrote the title for this blogpost previously and left the page blank.
I was going about my day and heard a song about loving and supporting one’s ‘sisters and brothers’.
I thought this post would be about my aches due to dis-ease or overuse or something very different than where I feel it may be going now.
I heard myself say to myself, while listening to this song, that, yes, I ache. However, I ache to hold and support people in being and living all they can be; the best of themselves.
Could my body really be sending me this message through my achiness… Yes, I believe so.
I have such a fear of being in the world as my vulnerable self; even my empowering self. I often hear and feel myself question myself if I am truly up for this task. And, staying away and/or isolating is hurting me as I am starting to crave more contact with people.
People that could and would benefit from my love and knowledge. People to share moments of love and wisdom with. People that lift each other help; that listen to one another; that care; that only want good for another.
I believe most of us are this way. Most of us want to support one another and serve one another. Look at all the people that show up, come out, offer themselves and their love when people are down or distressed.
Most of the time people do not want to see another hurt or suffer. Look how many of us like the ‘underdog’. Most of us, when asked and if able, will do what it takes so another person doesn’t suffer/hurt.
I ache to be around the people that would get the most benefit from me being me. I physically ache wanting connection. I physically ache wanting to hold you and support you. I physically ache to make a difference in others’ lives.
May you realize what you physically ache for; if you do physically ache. Perhaps, it isn’t physical. Perhaps, therein resides within you an ache for something different, something ‘other’, something.
May you acknowledge and feed your ‘ache(s)’.
May the people that can benefit from you truly being who you are show up in your life and let you; enable you; be present for you; be helpful to you… to do you and to do your thing. Amen. And so it is.
There is enough good, success, wonderment, awesome, fun, joy, love and empowerment in this world for us all.
Let’s get to it.
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