I find myself in quite a different place lately. I do not have a lot to say and feel the desire to surround myself with and allow and invite in quietude.
I find myself going way back with thoughts popping up of people, times, songs, encounters and emotions of days -decades really – gone by.
Conversations I do have are sharing past experiences and learning very simple but new things I never knew about long time dear friends. I am reminded of great joy, fun and some wild times through my youth where my brain wasn’t fully developed yet and I lived in the moment without any concern or constrain.
Just now, my mind shares with me a thing I would tell myself.. “Don’t ruin tonight worrying about tomorrow.” It worked for me every time. Mostly with great outcomes. Ha.
How I would love to spend some time with my young brain and not this brain of mine now that has developed and has so much recollection of so many decades of living. I’m thinking this is a request for me to ‘change my brain’; again.
Being myself is a process and I’m open to trusting it, participating in it, honoring it and stepping on. I still think it would be cool to experience my youthful, self-given freedom to maybe remember and bring it forth into everything I do and am now; with the knowledge, lessons and life that is me now.
May you not ruin these moments now worrying about the future. Live everything that You are now and know that the future (and You) will take care of whatever comes.
Grab the good fully now. This day and way of living will change and never come again. Live in the lightness of just this moment letting go of what may happen. Because if you have lived long enough and stayed somewhat aware, just maybe, you do realize that the ‘what ifs’ do not come often to the reality of our experiences. And, the few that do come through, up until this point, you have survived every one. Deal with ‘what is’.
May you moment by moment choose the ‘cool’ side of You.
Let go of anything that is not the person you wish to become and know that You are becoming. What you know now to what you knew then… Let the new You be open to new ways, opportunities, outcomes and paths. Let go of “I’ve always done it this way” and bring in “What is the best way for me to experience ‘what is’ now with what I know, what I knew then and the growth that I want to ‘play’ with today”.
Live your life, your way, your road, your path anew each and every time. In many ways, we are not the complete person we were yesterday and we can choose the person that we want to experience life as now and going forward.
Get it. Hold on. Let go. May you Just 9Be U; complete in this moment in alignment with honoring who You are.
May you be your own love of your life.
