I am feeling dizzy and confused. I am going to a new doctor who is holistic, a medical doctor and a marijuana doctor all in one.
This can feel very exciting to me as I have never had the pleasure of meeting someone so well covered in ‘healthcare’. I feel overwhelmed and afraid because I don’t want to get my hopes up and be let down.
I am tired of telling my story and I am doing my best to get a mindset of anew; starting fresh; living from this place onward.
The confusion and dizziness is, perhaps, from my lack of sitting strongly in who I am and my goal. Not owning or liking my thoughts, desires and having to reach out for help.
So, I know that I am a caring and loving woman who lives with chronic pain and has – up to now- not been able to let go of the pain.
My goal would be to get rid of, and if not get rid of, to manage my pain more effectively that I allow myself to feel free to be, do, live and blast out this life that is inside of me to live.
I know the answers within me. I do not know the answers that this doctor will offer. I am not supposed to. That is why I have an appointment with her and I go to share and see what she will share.
Stay in my own head; my own lane; my own truth. Listen to her; hear her and then decide for myself what resonates and what doesn’t.
May you stay in your own head; your own lane; your own truth. Listen and hear what is going on around you and within you and decide what you want to carry forward with you and what you want to let go of.
In doing so, just maybe, we let go of the confusion and the dizziness.
One can certainly try if this is their goal.
You are certainly worth serenity and loving ownership of all that you are and experience.
I wish you serenity, excitement and wholeness in being, living and walking forward as You.
