We are all walking on our own divine path; our own stairway to heaven…
What you are feeling right now, in this moment, is, perhaps, a choice that you are making.
May you ask yourself if you are choosing to feel this way… and, if not you, who. Who is pushing all the right (or wrong) buttons in you that is creating the feeling that you are experiencing… not so much the experience but the feeling that comes with the experience/situation.
Feelings are a result of our thoughts, our surroundings, our tasks at hands and our beliefs. Our experiences create our feelings by the way we respond to same.
And, I know for me, I have a choice; more often than not. No matter what happens to me, what my experience is, I can respond by using my mind and my heart together and create the best path moving through and forward.
I find myself feeling afraid and uncertain/unsure. I find myself breathing more heavy than usual. I find myself feeling heavy and somewhat paralyzed. Does this happen when my thoughts, heart, mind and soul are not aligned. I think so.
As I’m feeling so many things and unsure of what the outcome of scleroderma, drugs and me will be, I can find myself being hard on myself instead of gentle. Oh, how I like the gentle love much more than the harsh treatment that I am able to give myself.
When I have trust in what is; trust in myself; and trust in the process of life, I can breathe more free, feel more light and live happier in this moment.
When I know that all will work out; all is working out; and I am okay in this moment regardless how I feel, I connect to my own peace within. Oh, how I love peace within.
When I am happier with myself, I can be happier with you; with others.
When I allow love to come first before anything and everything else that I feel and experience, I seem to know peace within. It is who I want to be. It is what I what to experience.
May you know who you want to be (who you are) and what you want to experience as you go through the experiences of life that are, apparently, yours to live.
May you choose your own fulfillment and contentment in each step that you take; as often as possible and as much as possible.
In this, I believe, is where we create Peace on Earth and it can (maybe does) begin with you. May you let it be so.
